Ok so this topic has been on my head today for a couple of
hours now, kaya what better way to remove it out of my memory than to put it in
my blog….. =)
Well my younger cousin got married last June…. kaya drama
galore ang lola nyo kasi nga naman, mas bata sa akin yung pinsan ko pero
naunahan pa ako. So ang bagsak sa akin ay lunkot, hinagpis at pagdaramdam….
Charot!! pero honestly sobrang happy ako for both of them kasi kilala ko ung
lalaki and he loves her so much and alam ko maalagaan nya ang aking insan ng
mabuti.
Now ngayon naman syempre nainggit ako ng konti lang…. =)
ganito kasi yun, since I was so called the black sheep of the family (literal
din kasi ako lang morena sa aming mgpipinsan) expectations sa akin ng tao na
ako mauunang mag asawa sa amin, pero dumating na ang panahong mawawala na ang
edad ko sa kalendaryo pero single parin ako. Ang saklap diba.
I know a lot of people are telling me na wag mag isip ng
kung anu-ano, I am currently in a relationship that is stable and happy, kulang
nalang talaga sa amin kasal but still………
Hindi ko narin alam ang mafefeel ko kasi I know I am not in
the position to settle down just yet (financially and emotionally), or maybe I
am siguro I’m just in denial kc nga everybody is telling me that I am not
getting younger daw, also there is this what they call biological clock and
pasok na pasok ako sa banga!. Whatever this is I hope it will pass soon kasi I
know who I want to marry, I just don’t want to get married only because it’s
“uso” or because others are doing it, I want to get married because I know both
of us are ready and hindi dahil napipilitan lang kaming pareho.
Ok so that's it for now.....BAS!
