On being single......

Ok so this topic has been on my head today for a couple of hours now, kaya what better way to remove it out of my memory than to put it in my blog….. =)

Well my younger cousin got married last June…. kaya drama galore ang lola nyo kasi nga naman, mas bata sa akin yung pinsan ko pero naunahan pa ako. So ang bagsak sa akin ay lunkot, hinagpis at pagdaramdam…. Charot!! pero honestly sobrang happy ako for both of them kasi kilala ko ung lalaki and he loves her so much and alam ko maalagaan nya ang aking insan ng mabuti.

Now ngayon naman syempre nainggit ako ng konti lang…. =) ganito kasi yun, since I was so called the black sheep of the family (literal din kasi ako lang morena sa aming mgpipinsan) expectations sa akin ng tao na ako mauunang mag asawa sa amin, pero dumating na ang panahong mawawala na ang edad ko sa kalendaryo pero single parin ako. Ang saklap diba.

I know a lot of people are telling me na wag mag isip ng kung anu-ano, I am currently in a relationship that is stable and happy, kulang nalang talaga sa amin kasal but still………

Hindi ko narin alam ang mafefeel ko kasi I know I am not in the position to settle down just yet (financially and emotionally), or maybe I am siguro I’m just in denial kc nga everybody is telling me that I am not getting younger daw, also there is this what they call biological clock and pasok na pasok ako sa banga!. Whatever this is I hope it will pass soon kasi I know who I want to marry, I just don’t want to get married only because it’s “uso” or because others are doing it, I want to get married because I know both of us are ready and hindi dahil napipilitan lang kaming pareho. 

Ok so that's it for now.....BAS!